Here you will find the Poem First Love of poet Edward Dowden
My long first year of perfect love, My deep new dream of joy; She was a little chubby girl, I was a chubby boy. I wore a crimson frock, white drawers, A belt, a crown was on it; She wore some angel's kind of dress And such a tiny bonnet, Old-fashioned, but the soft brown hair Would never keep its place; A little maid with violet eyes, And sunshine in her face. O my child-queen, in those lost days How sweet was daily living! How humble and how proud I grew, How rich by merely giving! She went to school, the parlour-maid Slow stepping to her trot; That parlour-maid, ah, did she feel How lofty was her lot! Across the road I saw her lift My Queen, and with a sigh I envied Raleigh; my new coat Was hung a peg too high. A hoard of never-given gifts I cherished, priceless pelf; 'Twas two whole days ere I devoured That peppermint myself. In Church I only prayed for her 'O God bless Lucy Hill;' Child, may His angels keep their arms Ever around you still. But when the hymn came round, with heart That feared some heart's surprising Its secret sweet, I climbed the seat 'Mid rustling and uprising; And there against her mother's arm The sleeping child was leaning, While far away the hymn went on, The music and the meaning. Oh I loved with more of pain Since then, with more of passion, Loved with the aching in my love After our grown-up fashion; Yet could I almost be content To lose here at your feet A year or two, you murmuring elm, To dream a dream so sweet.