Here you will find the Long Poem Variations At Home And Abroad of poet Kenneth Koch
It takes a lot of a person's life To be French, or English, or American Or Italian. And to be at any age. To live at any certain time. The Polish-born resident of Manhattan is not merely a representative of general humanity And neither is this Sicilian fisherman stringing his bait Or to be any gender, born where or when Betty holding a big plate Karen crossing her post-World War Two legs And smiling across the table These three Italian boys age about twenty gesturing and talking And laughing after they get off the train Seem fifty percent Italian and the rest percent just plain Human race. O mystery of growing up! O history of going to school! O lovers O enchantments! The subject is not over because the photograph is over. The photographer sits down. Murnau makes the movie. Everything is a little bit off, but has a nationality. The oysters won't help the refugees off the boats, Only other human creatures will. The phone rings and the Albanian nationalist sits down. When he gets up he hasn't become a Russian émigré or a German circus clown A woman is carrying a basket?a beautiful sight! She is in and of Madagascar. The uniformed Malay policeman sniffs the beer barrel that the brothers of Ludwig are bringing close to him. All humanity likes to get drunk! Are differences then all on the surface? But even every surface gets hot In the sun. It may be that the surface is where we are all alike! But man and woman show that this isn't true. We will get by, though. The train is puffing at the station But the station isn't puffing at the train. This difference allows for a sense of community As when people feel really glad to have cats and dogs And some even a few mice in the chimney. We are not alone In the universe, and the diversity causes comfort as well as difficulty. To be Italian takes at least half the day. To be Chinese seven-eighths of it. Only at evening when Chang Ho, repast over, sits down to smoke Is he exclusively human, in the way the train is exclusively itself when it is in motion But that's to say it wrongly. His being human is also his being seven-eighths Chinese. Falling in love one may get, say, twenty percent back Toward universality, though that is probably all. Then when love's gone One's Nigerianness increases, or one's quality of being of Nepal. An American may start out wishing To be everybody or that everybody were the same Which makes him or her at least eighty percent American. Dixit Charles Peguy, circa 1912, "The good Lord created the French so that certain aspects of His creation Wouldn't go unnoticed." Like the taste of wheat, sirrah! Or the Japanese. So that someplace on earth there would be people who were Writing haiku. But think of the human body with its arms Its nose, its eyes, its brain often subject to alarms Think how much energy, work, and time have gone into it, To give us such a variegated kind of humanity! It takes fifteen seconds this morning to be a man, Twenty to be an old one, four to be an American, Two to be a college graduate and four or five hours to write. And what's more, I love you! half of every hour for weeks or months for this; Nine hundred seconds to be an admirer of Italian Renaissance painting, Sixteen hours to be someone awake. One is recognizably American, male, and of a certain generation. Nothing takes these markers away. Even if I live in Indonesia as a native in a hut, someone coming through there Will certainly gasp and say Why you're an American! My optimism, my openness, my lack of a sense of history, My distinctive facial muscles ready to look angry or sad or sympathetic In a moment and not quite know where to go from there; My assuming that anything is possible, my deep sense of superiority And inferiority at the same time; my lack of culture, Except for the bookish kind; my way of acting with the dog, come here Spotty! God damn! All these and hundreds more declare me to be what I am. It's burdensome but also inevitable. I think so. Expatriates have had some success with the plastic surgery Of absence and departure. But it is never absolute. And then they must bear the new identity as well. Irish or Russian, the individuality in them is often mistaken for nationality. The Russian finding a soul in the army officer, the Irishman finding in him someone with whom he can drink. Consider the Volga boatman? One can only guess But probably about ninety percent Russian, eighty percent man, and thirty percent boatman, Russian, man, and boatman, A good person for the job, a Russian man of the river. This dog is two-fifths wolf and less than one-thousandth a husband or father. Dogs resist nationality by being breeds. This one is simply Alsatian. Though