Here you will find the Poem Fever! of poet Leon Gellert
Everything seems lost and gone. The world seems void; and I alone To mourn its emptiness, that am too weak to mourn: To mope a hermit in a broken cave Imprisoned and forlorn. The youthful wave that dashes on the outside shore, And splits youth?s passions on the moveless stones, Has failed to stir the blood that fills The warrior heart. I only see the bleaching bones, The narrow graves upon the gouged hills, And mope the more. How can the `prisoned bird surmise The passages on outer air? Or sing of Freedom to the lonely skies When Freedom is not there? What use is it to try high Fancy?s flight Above the upper blue? The dark soul is darker that the night, And Fancy?s caged too. To introspect, look inward on the mind, Is gazing on a thing all bloody and unclean: `Twere better that the soul were bright, the gazer blind: The beauty there, and yet no beauty seen. The haunting questions of the bruised brain Tease at the tired heart: `Do tattered hills still bear unburied slain? And the far-off tear-drops start? Is blood still wet upon the trees? Upon the grass? Do dead grey eyes dim-glazing in the breeze Still stare upon the stumblers as they pass? The long, long dreams that loiter in the stay Of sleep, and hold the mind clutched fast, Have left it trembling at the day With trailing memories of the cruel past. ?How may the weary day be spent?-The weary week? Choose thoughts! Choose dreams! What choice? The long mute inward voice Forgets to speak! The ears are deaf; the eyes to beauty blind. Unheeded are the laughing fields afar; The glory of the wheeling western wind; The shivering star. The fault! Lies that with fate? Or with age? The singing poet within his Isles of Peace Is glad! The sage Upon his mountain height! But running blood can?t cease For him who fights-till death; Til smiling lips, besmeared and red with foam, Move faintly with a feeble breath In words of home. `Tis sad! But still `tis rest! And what to show? -A small black wound upon a dauntless breast; True heart, and conscience as the snow. And he knows-has fought-has seen, And now is caged without, yet hears the fight, He wonders what is done, and thinks of what has been; He bears the burden of the dark, and cries for light. But he who prone with wounds and slow disease, Too weak to grapple with the bars- The bars that bind-encaged by the surrounding seas Can only gaze upon his scars.