Here you will find the Long Poem To his unconstant Friend of poet Henry King
But say thou very woman, why to me This fit of weakness and inconstancie? What forfeit have I made of word or vow, That I am rack't on thy displeasure now? If I have done a fault I do not shame To cite it from thy lips, give it a name: I ask the banes, stand forth, and tell me why We should not in our wonted loves comply? Did thy cloy'd appetite urge thee to trie If any other man could love as I? I see friends are like clothes, lad up whil'st new, But after wearing cast, though nere so true. Or did thy fierce ambition long to make Some Lover turn a martyr for thy sake? Thinking thy beauty had deserv'd no name Unless some one do perish in that flame: Upon whose loving dust this sentence lies, Here's one was murther'd by his Mistriss eyes. Or was't because my love to thee was such, I could not choose but blab it? swear how much I was thy slave, and doting let thee know, I better could my self then thee forgo. Hearken ye men that ere shall love like me, Ile give you counsel gratis: if you be Possest of what you like, let your fair friend Lodge in your bosom, but no secrets send To seek their lodging in a female brest; For so much is abated of your rest. The Steed that comes to understand his strength Growes wild, and casts his manager at length: And that tame Lover who unlocks his heart Unto his Mistriss, teaches her an art To plague himself; shews her the secret way How She may tyrannize another day. And now my fair unkindness, thus to thee; Mark how wise Passion and I agree: Hear and be sorry for't. I will not die To expiate thy crime of levitie: I walk (not cross-arm'd neither) eat, and live, Yea live to pity thy neglect, not grieve That thou art from thy faith and promise gone, Nor envy him who by my loss hath won. Thou shalt perceive thy changing Moon-like fits Have not infected me, or turn'd my wits To Lunacie. I do not mean to weep When I should eat, or sigh when I should sleep; I will not fall upon my pointed quill, Bleed ink and Poems, or invention spill To contrive Ballads, or weave Elegies For Nurses wearing when the infant cries. Nor like th' enamour'd Tristrams of the time, Despair in prose, and hang my self in rhime. Nor thither run upon my verses feet, Where I shall none but fools or mad-men meet, Who mid'st the silent shades, and Myrtle walks, Pule and do penance for their Mistress faults. I'm none of those poetick male-contents Born to make paper dear with my laments: Or wild Orlando that will rail and vex, And for thy sake fall out with all the sex. No, I will love again, and seek a prize That shall redeem me from thy poor despise. Ile court my fortune now in such a shape That will no faint die, nor starv'd colour take. Thus launch I off with triumph from thy shore, To which my last farewell; for never more Will I touch there. I put to Sea again Blown with the churlish wind of thy disdain. Nor will I stop this course till I have found A Coast that yields safe harbour, and firm ground. Smile ye Love-Starres; wing'd with desire I fly, To make my wishes full discovery: Nor doubt I but for one that proves like you, I shall find ten as fair, and yet more true.