Here you will find the Long Poem Pan Beniowski - Final Part Of Canto Five of poet Juliusz Slowacki
Surging like a vast current of salmon or sheatfish, Coiling up and down like an iron serpent That rears now its torso, now its head, The armed horsemen breast the prairie grass. -- But hold! my song's device breaks down: My Muse begs a rest, having drained her cup Empty of sweet nectar; and so, farewell To you, on that steppeland rise, My pair of golden, sun-drenched statues! My iron ranks wallowing in the grass and herbage! One needs here the yearning of a Malczewski-- The kind found in men who are half angels. One ought to sing here; meanwhile I weave fables. Whenever I stir up the ashes of my homeland And then raise my hand once more to the harp, Specters from the grave rise before me--specters So lovely! So transparent! Fresh! Alive! Young! That I am incapable of shedding real tears over them: And yet I lead them in a dance about the valleys. They take from my heart whatever they like: A sonnet, a tragedy, a legend or sublime ode. It is all that I have, all that I cherish and believe in. Believe in. . . You ask me, my dear reader, What I believe in? If I told, it would raise a furor. In the first place, this rhyme which scoffs and reviles Has a political credo: these are Dantesque regions You have entered. I believe with a pagan's heart In Shakespeare's rhymes, in Dante and in Homer. I believe in the commonwealth of an only son -- In our case it was that surly fellow--Mochnacki! Though he never stopped spinning his mighty dreams, He allowed the Dictator to stretch him upon a cross. I believe that he came into being in human form And went to the Great Judgment that lights up Our land; on the way, he dropped in on the Aristocracy And bided in that flameless Hell for three days; Then in a little book he passed judgment on his brothers: Those who are upright and those who feel no shame; In him I believe, and in his two unfinished books: I believe in all the saints of our émigré circles, And in their spiritual communion with our nation; In the forgiveness of sins committed by our leaders And the resurrection of our elected Sejm under Herod Which being a very amusing body will constitute The best proof of the resurrection of the body-- The supreme instance of bodily resuscitation; And finally, secure as to the future, I should add That I believe in the life everlasting of that Sejm. Amen... This amen chokes me, catches in my throat Like the amen Macbeth uttered. -- Still, I believe That like cranes chained to the wing the nations are making Progress . . . that knights rise out of the bones. . . That the tyrant cannot sleep when he bloodies the bed Or robs the eagles of the youngest brood. . . That fire and serpents and fear are his bedfellows. . . All this I believe--yes--and in God as well! O God! Who has not felt You in the blue fields Of Ukraine where the level plains arouse Such sadness in the soul that ranges over them! -- When, accompanied by a windy hymn, The dust which Tartar hordes drenched in blood Takes wing, shrouds the golden sun in ashes, Blurs, reddens it, then suspends it in the sky Like a black buckler with blood-shot eyes -- Who has not seen You, Almighty God, On that great steppe, under a lifeless sun, When the mounds on which all crosses stand Bring blood to mind--or crooked flames; When far off thunders a sea of bent-grass, Burial mounds cry out with a terrible voice, The locust unfurls its black rainbows, and the garland Of graves melts away into the distance; Who has not felt You in the terrors of nature: In the great steppe or on Golgotha's hill Or among columns surmounted not by a roof But by a moon and an untold number of stars; And who in the zest and ardor of youthful feeling Has not felt that You exist, or, plucking daisies, Has not found You in those daisies and forget-me-nots? Yet still he seeks You in prayer and good deeds: No doubt he will find You -- no doubt he will -- I wish small-hearted men a humble faith And a peaceful death. -- Jehovah's flashing face Is of vast measure! When I count up the layers Of exposed earth and see the bone piles Lying there like the standards of lost armies At the foot of mountain ridges -- skeletal remains That also bear witness to God's being -- I see that He is not only the God of worms And things that creep and crawl upon the dust: He loves the booming flight of gigantic birds; Puts no curb on stampeding horses. . . He is the flaming plume of proud helms. . . Often A great deed will sway Him where a tear-drop Shed on the church doorstep will not: before Him I fall down prostrate -- for He is God!